blogsecret:

I used to consider myself a loner. The truth is, I had just become numb and couldn’t feel the loneliness anymore. I thought I enjoyed being alone. But now that I actually have friends, I hate being alone; even if it’s just for one day. And I think I’m beginning to have dependency issues, I’m afraid my friends will grow tired of me. I hope not. I don’t think I could do the loneliness thing again.